dear soulless brothers and sisters

while i am not a TRUE ginger, i am pretty good at fooling everyone that i am. and i have also come to terms with saying goodbye to my soul. i believe it is a fair exchange for what i consider to be a beautiful hair color. i've also come to terms with the weird looks and the way people think i'm a freakish weirdo for 1. wanting to be a ginger and 2. for my obsessive stalking of any ginger i happen to see on campus (not really, but kinda true). the sad thing is, i've only ever come close to achieving my dream of being with a ginger once since i discovered my weird liking for them.. i need to work on that. shout out complete. i need to stop procrastinating.